Today marks 30 days since I committed to getting back up again. I remember the darkness I was in and felt like I had literally nothing to give. I was beating myself down and feeling like I had no other option.
30 days since I promised myself to put the work in. And since then, what a difference it has made. I’ve always seen post that says “your life can change in 30 days, or six months— all you have to do is put the work in” I used to read those post and feel discouraged because I could never stick to doing something.
I want to be an example of that statement. My life has truly shifted in the last 30 days. I don’t think I’ve EVER been proud of myself the way I am right now. If you’re reading this, know that the message is for you. If you’ve been feeling stagnant, alone, stuck, or confused. Understand that a commitment to yourself can change your life.
I now believe fully that nothing can stand in my way. Was this uncovered simply from writing every day and going on walks? No, but because I fueled myself towards the finish line and didn’t let the small obstacles, bad days, happy hours, and everything else keep me from doing the things I said I would do, I’ve finally committed to no excuses.
I literally can’t believe I made it to day 30!! It was always me vs me.
I was in spin class today literally about to cry because of everything I’ve been able to work through during these last few weeks.
I have dismissed my fear of writing about marriage, and now feel more comfortable sharing our truth and helping others. I’ve also opened up a different area of vulnerability that even allows Cree to see more of my heart.
The overflow of messages from everyone is just consistent confirmation that I am walking in the path that God has for me. There’s nothing that makes me feel more aligned than knowing I am helping others.
Every single day was a lesson, I was intentional about writing after my work day. That way I was able to sit and reflect fully on my 24 hours.
My commitment to change activated so many things to flow into my life.
Money, opportunities, joy, wellness, confidence, energy, connectivity, peace, very nice skin, a sound mind.
I pride myself on being self aware. Growing up the way I did allowed me to work hard, but get away with not working too hard.
So as an adult, I’m going after that too hard. I’m proving to myself day in and day out that I can hack it and I know I’m making baby Janesha proud of me too.
Honestly crossing this finish line makes me feel like THAT girl.
So if I put another goal in placed, in the words of Rick Ross himself
AHHHHH imma eat it!
Day 30 baby!!!!!!!
Free yoself, choose you, commit to you, it’s yours anyway!!
All my love
JMoore
AMAZING & INSPIRING !
Good job sister proud of your consistency!!!