This week was a tough one.
I go to sleep the same time every night in order to get my full eight hours of sleep, and still seem to wake up the following morning— exhausted.
I think it’s been more of mental exhaustion than being physically tired. I been going back and forth in my head about the battle of “am I doing enough.”
This is my third full week of work and I think I was so consumed with hitting the ground running that it’s wiping me out. I find myself feeling unsatisfied day in and day out and then I calmly had to:
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Remind myself that all will come in good time if you’re putting the right work in. And
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To unpack mentally to people that I trust who will affirm me and let me know I’m taking the right steps and to be patient!!
I’ve always been the type of person who knows I’m going to do great things, so I suppose in a way I got really excited about everything and I’m just ready to see the fruition of it all.
But there I was having to remind myself that, the same day you plant the seed isn’t the same day you will see a harvest.
So as I ride on the train home I am ready to have a weekend of peace. I am ready to allow myself to sink into my moment and not to rush into anything. I am ready to accept where I am right now because that’s where I’m supposed to be. I am ready to make the best of my situation and to only produce work that I’m 100% committed to.
I hope I encouraged you to, be patient, to be persistent, and to accept where you are in this moment and in this season and be your amazing self right now and not wait until later.
Stay consistent. Stay motivated. Stay inspired.
Love,
J
